H I Y A
19th of May
If you hadn't gotten the message from the subject, yes, I HAVE returned, yes, I am still pretending my name is Rensa and yes you should unwatch me before you're bombarded with my utter crap again
^_^.
I left in the first place for alot of reasons, the main one being that I hadn't painted in quite a while and didn't believe I could anymore. I was going through a pretty rough time trying to get my bearings straight after moving out of home. I know its not really such a huge thing but coming from the girl who always used to say she'd never leave home as a kid, and who is so spoiled by her Dad and Step Mum, it was quite a big thing. That coupled with my usual teenage angst I just went alittle crazy.
Tomorrow, my beloved laptop arrives and the first thing I do will be to install my not-so-legal copy of Photoshop CS on it so that I can get posting again because I am actually painting, drawing and maniputing again.
All complaints are to be sent to the HSC Visual Arts department, because they are the ones who got me back into pretending to be an artist, mostly out of necessity. One does need to get a UAI after all.
So. In the coming days expect me to upload a whole bunch of utter crap, some hastily done watercolour and pencil portraits (and by hastily done I mean not spending more then 5 minutes on any of them, mainly due to the fact that my portfolio was due and I hadn't done any portrait work what-so-ever) and signs of my new obsession...
CHIBIS.
(I'm also very much into bondage right now but thats a whole other story

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I'm also kinda of involved in the making of a chibi comic with a friend of mine (

), he writes/inspires/gives me the information and I just do the scribbles. I've been an utter lazy arse and haven't done much on it for a very long time but I promised and so it will continue (besides, its too fun to stop) erm.... soon XD.
Uhm yeah, so basically here I am and you know where the delete button is
<3 Rensa
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so there I was, down to my last 10,000 chaingun rounds...
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angels fuck and devils screw
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And I still haven't found what I'm looking for...
Elegantly Wasted
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angels fuck and devils screw
to mend the time of broken minds
ocean waters rush through me
the sea parts and waters drift
changing my life before me
alone came a spider
with a message in each hand
all had one word
and spelled out a sentence
do you realize what you have done now
and i couldnt quite know what he had meant
i stepped on him to push away the shame
i stepped on him so he would not repeat my name
to the birds and the swallows
to the insects and the gallows
none will repeat me....none will know me
and as i lifted my foot from his soul
i heard his children cry for him
i did not know why this had happened to me
or him for that matter
what interaction in the drifts of time had created this meeting
and as i sat down, alone in the forest
i talked to the trees
but they did not listen
the leaves did not rustle in the wind
nor did the wind blow for me now
tear drops drenched the dirt below me
but the earth did not soak them in
i was alone
truly alone
but that was okay
i did not realize what i had done
and so here i remain caged
in thought
and in time...a years worth of time
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is it true what i hear about the son of god
did he come to save, did he come at all?
and if i dried his feet with my dirty hair
would he make me clean again
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Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULEz:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 5 times
3- You -MUST- hug 5other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Hugs for you!
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i am a member of Fantastical-Fashions---> [link]
have a wonderful day
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